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2002-09-13T23:46:00.000-05:00

man. another week of school is done again! this is going by FAST.

nehoo... just got bak 4m work. it was lotsa fun. hehe :) earlier in the day, after school, i went to DGS to visit my boo. when i got there i saw josh and behz. we were just chililng there in the parking lot talking about stuff. mainly about parents. then i saw jeremy. oOo.. so cute. then i saw justin. i went w/ him 2 his cast meeting 4 Homecoming Show. it reminded me so much of VSHOW. ahh... i miss those days. while we were in the auditorium, mom and dad called my cell. prolly asking where i was and all that.... so i had to leave. i came home and it was the same thing... playing w/ the cat. then my dad fixed my computer. yay! i got a new one... a pentium 4 version 2.0. it's soo fast!

then i went 2 work. justin came w/ me. we were supposed 2 leave @ 5pm so that i can get an hour and half of swimming and just spending time w/ him... but he came late. so he just worked out and stuff. i tried 2 c him when i could cuz i had work and all. then when 10pm came, we went to the hot tub and the indoor swimming pool. it was fun. i just wished i spent longer time w/ him... i hardly get 2 c him. oh well... i just have 2 spend what i have w/ him.....

blah.... there's football 2morrow @ Lemont Park. i wanna go, but i can't. man.. i missed out on so many things.... aiy aiy aiy.....

b L a H

2002-09-13T07:46:00.000-05:00

oOo... it's been so long since i wrote in this thing. so many things have happened since then. more drama w/ my parents... but wut else is new.. the scary part to that is they won't let me c justin nemore. but it's ok... we'll work it out, right boo?

school started on aug 26. it's been so much fun! hehe :) but too bad i can't join nething. parents wont lemme. isnt that bogus? it's 4 school and they wont lemme join nething. there was also AASIA modern dance tryouts. i wanted to tryout sooo bad cuz i haven't danced in so long.. but did they let me? no. and they did a song to that new song of justin timberlake. it would of been fun.

then on sept 12... i got a baby kitten! it's the coolest thing. it's soo small. if you put ur palms side by side... that's how big it is. but unfortunately, i can't keep it. parents wont lemme. so if neone there is interested in a little.. black/gray/white cat... call me [630.251.3984] or my house: [630.455.0566] if i dont get this outta the house... my dad's gonna eat it. just kidding.. hehe :)

ok... well it's 745am.. i have 15 minutes till i gotta go 2 school! bye!!

b L a H

2002-08-12T13:44:00.000-05:00

hey guyz. oh man.. this weekend has been lotsa funz. justin came over on saturday night. he was kinda late cuz he went out w/ his friends and stuff and i started 2 get worried cuz he usually doesnt come over @ 130am. that's really late. so i figured that his parents called him and he had 2 stay home. so i was in my bed thinking.. "aw man. i guess he's not coming." so i went 2 sleep. then all of a sudden i feel someone next 2 me. it was jus! i was so happy 2 b in his arms. awww.... so yeah... we talked and stuff... things happened...... and yeah.. let's not talk bout that.

but then on sunday i left for missouri w/ my 2 sisters and my 2 aunts. it was fun. the carride was hilarious. those were the best times. especially the one where kara stepped in sammy's poo! sammy's the dog. that was so funny. all the bad things started happeneing 2 her ever since she sat in the backseat w/ sammy. hehe :)

but yeah.. we just got back from caroline's orientation @ univeristy of missouri. it was hella boring but @ least i got 2 c wut other universities look like.

okiez.. me gonna go... bye

b L a H

2002-08-10T01:22:00.000-05:00

4 all u peepolez hoo wanna know wut happened:

i left the house around 9am so justin can come w/ me 2 the bank and lifetime b4 he goes 2 work @ 230pm. so i go 2 his house. he's not even dressed yet.. he just woke up. so i waited 4 him upstairs. hehe.. he looked so funny.. MOOTA! lol. i went in his room and julz was there too up in his bed. i said hi 2 him and everything. i thought jus was gonna go shower but she went back 2 sleep! so i was like, man! ur not gonna come in my car smellin like that! go shower! julz was crackin up. so he took 4ever trying 2 find wut 2 wear.. i was playin rambo w/ judd and julz was still sleeping. lol.

we finally left the house around 1015ish. we went 2 cubs cuz i had 2 get a direct deposit kit 4 my work. so we went back in the car and when i started it.. it started rattling and i knew it was my car. it didn't sound THAT bad b4... so i started freakin out. like.. it would have this rattling noise coming from the engine and the accelerator would start moving on its own. i got scared and i didn't wanna drive that car all the way from cubs to lifetime fitness. so i told justin 4 him 2 drive while i leave my car in his driveway cuz i dont want that thing blowing up while im in it. i dont know.. it could happen.

so we drove 2 lifetime and we got there around 1115ish.

then my mom calls me. she goes, "Where RU?!" i'm like, "im here @ lifetime doing paperwork." she's like, "no ur not! the guy called here and asked where you were!" i was like, FUCK....so i told her about the bank and the car thing and i said that i called justin 4 him 2 drive since he was close by newayz. i thought that it'd be ok because i didn't drive the broke ass car cuz something worse woulda happened 2 it. but hell no!! she got all pissed and shit!

i fuckin hate it when she gets like that. so when i came home she was yellin like crazy! then she was like, "WHY DIDN'T U CALL US?!" i was like, "cuz i didn't wanna bother u guyz so i called justin since he lives near cubs newayz and i just left the car @ his house so i wont further ne damage." then she goes bazerk and says, "IS THAT WUT U WANNA DO?! DO U WANNA ACT CHEAP!? ALWAYS GOING 2 THE GUY AND EVERYTHING. U WANNA GET MARRIED 2 HIM?! GO AHEAD!!! GO LIVE W/ HIM!!!" in the middle of all this i was like wtf is she talkin about!? this has nothing 2 do w/ justin!! then she goes on and blames my friends 4 making me like this saying that niki and michelle r cheap and that i'm acting cheap too. i was like wut the hell?!

and this goes on and on..

eh... more and more drama every freakin day.... everything she does.... i just wanna .... poison her food.. or put a pillow over her face when she sleeps..... GOD I HATE HER!

2002-08-09T12:51:00.000-05:00

F*CK!!! I FREAKIN HATE MY PARENTS!! I HOPE THEY DIE IN A CAR CRASH OR AN AIRPLANE!!!!

im goin thru so many problems right now that i can't even handle it nemore. im about 2 go insane. can't go out.. can't go 2 michelle's cotillion nemore... can't go out w/ my friends newhere.. have 2 change my bank account from TCF to West Suburban just cuz my friends work @ TCF... have 2 keep my door open from now on and i can't lock it.. wut the fuck is ALL THIS!? my mom's all freakin doin that 2 me just cuz i called justin 2 drive me 2 my work because my car broke down. how FUCKIN GAY IS THAT?!!! SOMEONE SHOOT MY PARENTS PLEASE!!

2002-08-07T23:57:00.000-05:00

damn.. its been a while since i wrote in this thing. well alot of things have happened. my older sis just had her party on the 4th... it was her going away party. yop. she goin 2 missouri.. imma miss her stank ass!! hehe j/k. :) so me and justin went 2 her party. i had 2 go pick up my sisters friend.. on our way 2 her house it was pouring like crazy! we almost got in an accident cuz there was a firetruck/ambulance that was hooplin and hollerin w/ their sirens. i didn't hear it cuz the windows were up and i had the music on kinda loud. so i make my left turn and there's some guy that stops right in front of me and then starts backing up. i thought he was gonna hit my car so i was all screaming and what not. we stayed @ the party till 12am.

then on monday, my auntie edna arrived from the PhiLLeYz!! yay!! she's so kewl. so we go over 2 my auntie bubuts house and we all chill there. we ate and everything. then i chilled there and talked w/ wendy and caroline. that same day i got my new bookcase and computer desk! yay!! i've been waiting 4 that cuz i wanna start my first year in college w/ a good study place and all.. i didn't wanna be in the same exact thing as i was in high school.

then on tuesday... we were supposed 2 have our dance practice but i had 2 cancel it due 2 family problems. my mom was yelling and all... she wouldn't lemme rearrange my room how i wanted it 2 be so she got all mad. then she started yelling and all.. now she's not talking 2 me... i could care less.

then... wednesday.. they [michelle, liao, roselyn, jennina, justin, darryl, pendon, dobias, drahos] came over and we practiced the vshow thing 4 michelle's cotillion that is in about... 9 dayz....

damn... it was an ok 2day.. now i'm just waitin 4 justin 2 come over.. hehe

2002-08-04T01:03:00.000-05:00

yay!! 2day was so much fun!! lemme break it down 4 u...

iKEA > this place was freakin HUGE!! ive never been 2 ikea b4 and it was lotsa fun. we were gonna go there cuz i thought my mom was gonna get my loft bed and my bookcases and crap [cuz imma need them 4 this upcoming school year.. ] but NOOO.. we didn't buy a damn thing! my mom just kept looking @ things that we didn't really need and things she couldn't afford. karl was about ready 2 kick her in the head cuz he wanted to go home. but it was still cool. then my mom saw a kalamansi plant [some kinda filipino fruit or lemon or something like that] and she wanted to buy it and take it home. i was like oh mah goodness.... we finally left around 3pm and we were sittin in traffic. that intersection by woodfield is bad!!! grrr!!! then karl was fallin asleep while driving.. had 2 keep him awake w/ mah awful singin.. hehe :) iss all good though..

reY's pLaCe > china town was lotsa funz! right jee!?! hehe thas mah new nick 4 georgiana... :D but yeah.. i'm glad my dad lemme go. my parents didn't want me to go in the first place cuz it was all guys. i even said that jee was coming w/ but they didnt care. but i asked my dad nicely and told him that nothing was going to happen 2 me and he lemme go. THANX DAD!! we first had to get justin from my parking lot cuz he was gonna come along too. i told him 2 wait there and that we'll just get him when we're gonna go. so we finally left the house around 730ish and i saw him sittin in his car. i felt bad 4 doing that 2 him. but ya know how my rents get. so we parked by the hill... told him it's all clear.. and he jumped in our car. then we went 2 pick up jee. then we went 2 rey's 2 wait 4 the other ppl. their house was really stuffy so me and jee were just walking around. we went in the backyard and walking along the streets talking bout things. then we saw frogs and tadpole lookin things and we got scared.. it was funny tho. hehe. we finally left around 8ish. on our way 2 reys there were these kids that were trying 2 act all bad an all w/ their car. so karl revved his engine. some other guys in the back were hooplin and hollerin and all.... we smoked them. it was kewl.

chi-town [ Hong MiN ] > we [karl, jee, me, justin, jay, rob, darryl, donnelly, rey, alvin, pendon, android] gathered outside hong min waiting 4 our table 2 be ready. damn we got a lotta ppl. it took a while but it was all good. we were taking pix outside.. hehe :) cuz i'm a fob like that.. we finally get inside and we all ordered. there was so much food. me and jus got beef chow foon! that's some good shit!!! we ate family style. hehe.. jee's yang gook [ung choy] was good too! our waiter was awesome. i think his name was something pronounced like sing. he was coolz!! after eating we went outside and chilled 4 a coupla minutes. sing was chillin w/ us too! lol! i thought that was coo so me and jee took a picture w/ him! LOL. we so dumb. it was funny though. he was trying to get his mack on and jus was like, "u better get ur arm off!!" cuz he was putting his arm around me 4 the picture. man!! it's piMp SinG!! lol.

chi-town [JoY YeeZ] > after hong min.. we went 2 joy yeez 2 get some boba. i got mango freeze. jus got jack fruit freeze w/ dem bobaz. donnelly got boring honey-dew.. lol. karl got thai ice coffee.. that's some good shit too!!! then we just walked and chilled.

da CaR riDe hOmE > this was a funny ass car ride home. lol. on our way 2 the carz.. jee and me were just talkin bout the boba ballz and somehow it got all sexual. she was talkin bout them bein vainy.. lol.. u just had 2 b there. we were laughin so much i had 2 pee!! then she tripped and her SpoNgeZ let loose.. lol. it was funny. right jee?! hehe.. then we were talkin bout feet and she was sayin how she got them alien finger feet. lol. we were on that subject 4 a while. talkin bout my dad's half cracked toe-nail... some guy w/ dead, black toenailz... how she said someone's feet was beautiful. lol..... we were crackin up @ that cuz justin was like, "ain't NOBODYS feet can be beautiful! there ain't no such thing!!" lol... yeah.. then i gots sleepy..

after that we dropped of jee... said our byez and all... dropped off justin @ his car.... then went home... ahh..... hope i can do that again someday.. .that was so much fun!

b L a H

7 more dayz till MeeShi turn's the big 1-8!
12 more dayz till Justin Leaves :(
13 more dayz till MeeShi's CoTiLLioN!!
22 more dayz till SkooL StartZ! noo!!

2002-08-02T02:26:00.000-05:00

man... 215am and i'm not even tired. i just got off the fone w/ my boO. we talked 4 like 2 hours. i was in a pissy mood cuz my parents left 4 work and i wanted to go out somewhere but i couldn't cuz there was no one 2 go with. justin said that he'd take the car out and he'd come here or we'd go somewhere but i said no. i dont want him 2 get in trouble. he kept insisting but i still said no. i dont want him 2 get in trouble and then having his parents say that it's cuz of me. ya know? i dont know.. sometimes i feel that they dont like me or something. like justin's going through all this stuff cuz of me. but then he said all these things that they DO like me and that if they didn't then y would they care so much if i'm ok and all.. like they ask how i am and stuff.... his mom [tita bessie] talks 2 me on the fone about all sorts of stuff... i just dont wanna get on their bad side. and then he said that he'll just say that he's gonna get something from 711 but i told him no. i dont like lying 2 his parents and i'm not going to.

but nehoo > i did nothing Xcept talk on the fone and online. then aj called and said that it was really important and that he had 2 talk 2 me.. but he said that he'd call me in the 2morrow.

oOo! ya know wut's good?!? Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen's Shampoo and Conditioner!! im not kidding!! it smells really good and it's cheap! only $2.47 @ WaLmart. hehe.. i just wanted 2 try it out cuz i was bored. i'm always doing kikai stuff [ girly things ] when i'm bored. i even re-did my nailz... french tip baby! y u gotta go 2 the salonz and have them charge $25 when u can do it yoself?!

b L a H -

2002-08-01T15:49:00.000-05:00

o O o ! ! hey!! damn... it's like.. 337pm and i'm h e L L a bored. i woke up around 9am cuz CaroLine called me. she wanted me to go to her house and watch Riding in Carz w/ Boyz [very funny movie by the way.. :) ] i told her that i couldn't cuz of my parents and all. so i went over just to drop it off. but i ended up staying there 4 like.. half an hour or so just chattin and all. we were talkin about STUFFZ.. lol. it was so funny. then i came home and i watched that old movie Christine. u noe.. the one about the possessed car. well i fell asleep watching that.. woke up around 2ish... took my shower.... did my Brow-Nezz... ate.... and now i'm here.

oh yeah - carmen called me up and said that her mom had a baby girl!!! so cute!! carmen always wanted a lil sister. they named her Sarah. awww.... CONGRATS 2 THE SMID FAMILY!!
but i'm here in mah room just chillin. so so bored!

mom and dad were watching that news thing about how the 2 girls [17 and 16 yr olds] got kidnapped. when they heard that they both looked @ me. i was like, "of course they're gonna get kidnapped cuz they were walking around LA @ 2am makin-out w/ their boyfriends in front of Lover's Lane! now since you heard this r u gonna not let me go out nemore?" and they said "yeah". i was like omg.. that so gay.

nehoo - michelle and justin r supposed 2 come over around 9pmish 2nite so we can practice the isyss dance. we might use that instead of the janet jackson one. but hoo noes. if it's too hard 4 them then we're just gonna stick 2 the vshow performance... ugh... more dance practices... more stressing out...

b L a H ^_^

2002-08-01T02:01:00.000-05:00

d a Y u M . . . yet ANOTHER online blogger. i have like.. 3 of them..

nehoo > this day seems like a waste 2 me. all i did was go 2 WaLmaRT 2 get my contact solution.. then check out TarGet 4 some new things 4 my room [cuz i'm tired of mah old room and schools almost here so i want 2 start off So FreSh . n . So kLeaN ! then i ate my lunch/dinner and i left 4 work [ i call my babysitting work my "job" ] . didn't get back home till 1130pm.. talked 2 justin 4 a lil bit.. and then come back here in my room 2 go back 2 sleep. Y O P . . . that was my day.